My 18 Birthday!

Finally! I'm 18 now!
520, this is the date I was born to this world.
I feel so happy today because my friends celebrate this special day with me in Straight Quay.
We went there by bus and the weather is so damn hot!
But before we went there, something happened!
The stupid PTPTN things is making me going to burst very soon, luckily the office have ai-conditioner.
So stop thinking about that, it still a very lovely day.
I know Khai Hwa wants to celebrate birthday with me, I'm so sorry because I had decided to go out with my college friends first.
So very sorry.
Skip this feeling, I really do having so much fun today!
Because of Cai Ling, I get to ate a free meal- spagetti! I love spaggeti!haha
Yes, is because of her, I get to ate delicious dessert at Delicous!
So nice and yummy but I can't eat all of them because I'm too full!
One more thing, I get to take so many photos with Ann May, Sabrina Goh, Gui Ming, Cai Ling and Jojo too!
We walk back to the bus stop and the inside the bus is crowded!
And then when we walk back to Komtar, my shoes spoilt because I walk for so many hours!
Say bye bye to my lovely friends and wait for my handsome daddy at the roadside.
While waiting, I saw my uncle and he said he want to fetch me back home, but my father is coming soon.
Later when I back home, I didn't celebrate anymore.
Do the PTPTN things because I still need to bring it back to college on Saturday! haiz..
And now, replying comments on facebook until my shoulder very pain and I used up more than 1 hours to replying all comments!
Is happy because I know I have so many friends around me!
I feel extremely happy when I received these people wishes:
-Khoo Suet Li
-Sulynn Teoh
And for Ann May, I think she is the most 'geli' one!! and the longest one!
haha..But I love it..haha
Thanks again all my lovely friends and good night^^

活了快满十七年了！

好快哦！今天已经是我活了十七年的最后一天了。
明天就是我的十八岁生日！
好开心～
明天我将会和一帮朋友上街去。
希望明天不要下雨，也不要是大晴天。
最好的天气就是阴天啦！
因为我很讨厌太阳！
明天我将会穿裙子。哈哈。。
好久没穿裙了呢～
随便啦，反正就一年一次，就穿吧！
再过六个小时就是五月二十号了，520-我爱你！哈哈。。
明天见咯，朋友们。

Tiger Birthday

Today is Tiger Day and at the same time, today is 2011 Wesak Day!
We celebrate Ann May birthday in a Mamak store..is quite good too la..
Well, I don't have anything to write now..
Just wish Ann May have a nice birthday today..

I forgot how to drive!!

die lo!
I forgot how to drive already!
then what for I go learn up driving?
haiz..
is my fault because I've never drive my grandfather car after I pass my driving test!
so I need to learn again..omg!

等你很久了- 同学会！

好久没见你们了，不过还好，明天我们就能见面啦！
希望明天天气晴朗，让我们开开心心地过这一天。
好想念那些好朋友们，明天我们终于可以见面了！
明天见吧～

终于快到了！

下个星期五就是我的十八岁生日了！万岁！
希望我会得到很多祝福，就算不是真心的也罢。
我想要的只是快快乐乐地度过这美妙的一天。
祝我生日快乐吧！哈哈。。。

不要把你的烦恼抛给我！

够了！
每个人都会有自己的烦恼！ 
不要每次你一有烦恼就抛给我！
每次你都只会在那里唠唠叨叨， 你有没有想过我会觉得很烦？
每次我受不了的时候，我一开口你就说我很没有礼貌！
拜托！我生气的时候就不可以骂人！你生气的时候就可以？！
神经病的那个人是你！
整天只会说这个，说那个！你有没有想过我会就得非常烦？
你觉得别人怎样请你以后不要再告诉我！我很讨厌！
你自己犹豫不决的时候，别人提供意见给你，你又嫌三嫌四！
你到底要怎样你自己决定啦！
不要每天都把你的烦恼抛给我！我真的觉得很烦！

Daydream or sweet dream?

I'm so confuse that whether yesterday night I was in a daydream or sweet dream.
Yesterday, I have you in my 'whatever dream it is'.
I think I'm imagine myself appear in your concert and I'm sitting at the front row and you saw me because I'm the only one that do not have camera or a hand phone that can load a video with good quality.
So when you sing the song - ONE LESS LONELY GIRL, you want the guard carry me up to the stage.
After you sing to me with your sexy and lovely voice, I'm stunned.
And then you ask me, why I didn't use camera or hand phone video camera to capture the moment.
I answer you that I do not own one because I don't have money to buy such an expensive camera or hand phone.
What happened next I don't remember anything.
What is happening and I really do not know.
Is this a daydream?
or this is only a sweet dream?

That's not important anymore because I'm so happy to have you again in my dream.^.^ 

Haiz~

I thought all this is only going to happen for those who are rich but I didn't expect that it is happening to me right now!
Haiz~
Why people always jealous?
The problem here is the rich people jealous on the poor people!
This is totally not right!
the poor people have 3 children same as the rich people.
In the group of  the poor people, the first child stands between clever and stupid, the second child is slightly better than the first and the third child is still growing up to catch up now.
In the rich people group, the first child is only good in Mathematics and he doesn't really like to study, the second child is the cleverest among them and she's really better than the poor people, luckily she's a polite girl and for the third child, he is the laziest among the 6 of them.
Both the second child from that two different family are close to each other and they really are like best friend, they always share and care about each other.
However, the rich child's mother always jealous because the second child from the poor family always make their grandpa proud of her and he are willing to give what the girl needs for her future study.
So the rich child's mother said bad things about the poor family at the back!
The father from the poor family knew and he just want to ignore it but things doesn't went on easy on him.
Lately, the second child needs a laptop for going to college, her grandma phone her uncle to buy her a laptop and forget about the price tag, just buy the better one.
The jealous mother heard this conversation and she's so jealous!
The father of the girl knew and although he's poor but he is still willing to spend money to buy for her.
The girl doesn't want her father to do so because she knew their family really 'suffer' from 'lacking money'!
Haiz~
So there's only left one solution - the girl need to study hard and make their family proud so that they don't need to always feel people look down on them!
The girl swear that she wouldn't let their family down!

Twice!! Ghost~

This is really terrified!! 
Last year I experienced this before my SPM examination.
And now, I experienced once more!
I was sleeping on my bed this evening because I was so tired.
Suddenly, I can't control my body movement anymore.
So I tried to open my eyes to see what's happening to me.
I opened my eyes and I saw myself!
That's creepy because I'm starring myself with those evil eyes which wasn't belong to me!
It's that ghost!
That ghost tied up both my hands so that I can't move at all.
So bad!
I tried to calm down myself and keep singing -"na mo guan shi yin pu sa, na mo guan shi yin pu sa..."
But I still can't move because the ghost knew it wouldn't work as its too strong to fight against the goody!
Never say never, I tell myself I wouldn't let its control me, this is my body!
So I fight!
I tried to hold my hands tied and tried to move and scream!!
Finally, the ghost couldn't hold me off anymore and let me go!
I quickly open my eyes to make sure it never comes back.
These kind of ghost usually come when you are asleep.
Now I'm not scare of YOU anymore, ghost!

Baby arriving!!

I love babies..so I love this song- BABY by Justin Bieber.
Yesterday the little baby girl was arrived at my house, wow! such a cute little baby!
Is been a long time I didn't get chances to carry a baby!
Such a wonderful feeling~  ^_^
The baby name 'KER SHIN', same name as a friend of mine last time.
Aw~ When you successfully make a baby smile, that feeling is awesome!
Try it!
I love babies!! yeah!!!

If you try......

If you try to force me, I swear I'll reply you a big surprise!
You beat me down today, I swear I'll let you disappointed forever!
You hurt me today, I swear I'm no longer belong to yours!
You make my arm become useless, I'll pay you back!
If you try again....

This is not just about......

This is not just about you.
This is not just about me.
This is not just about how angry you are.
This is not just about how I'm mad at you.
This is not just about what time is it.
This is not just about what am I doing now.
This is not just about what's you hope.
This is not just about my future.
This is about me, I just want to be what I really want now and I'm happy with that although that's not what you want me to!
This is me, who I really were!
Don't judge me!
Don't change me!
Don't even think about it!
For what you did to me today, I'm not going to pay you back because I couldn't.
However, I wouldn't listen to you anymore!
I swear I wouldn't!

Things that can't tell...

Things that can't tell on facebook, I will say it here.

Things that can't tell on twitter, I will write it here.

Things that can't tell anyone, I will jot down here.

Things that can't tell people, I will keep it here.

I just want to say, no one! No one will ever know what am I thinking and what am I going to do!

You're not the one......

You're not the one that only hates me!
Let me tell you something, I'm the one that hates you!!!!!

I think I will do that! I swear!

I choose this red colour to show that I will make it bloody if.......
I still remember I said before if the two of you separated, I will go to the tallest building that I can find and......
You don't think I will isn't?
I'm here to tell you, I'M SURE I WILL!! DEFINITELY WILL!!
After what you did to me today, I hate you!
I'm not a baby girl anymore! 
You can't treat me like that anymore!
I want to say, if he want to leave you, you deserved it!
And after, I don't think this world will be my hope to live anymore!
I swear I will do that! I swear!
The God hear me!
I will!
Definitely will!

Should I Let Him Go?

Should I let him go?
After that news spreading all over the world, should I still believe him and stay what I were now?
I can feel that he is changing.
I'd even ask on Facebook and the result is same as what I thought.
Even my parents, they also thought that he is changing and becoming a totally different guy.
Why? 
He promise us that he is still the guy that we all know before but he always act differently.
I really don't understand him anymore.
I hate that girl that ruined all this!
You know what? I actually do like that girl before this happened.
Ahhh! Really don't know why this is happening!
I'm starting to hate him!
  

Barbie Doll

Last Sunday, I took out my barbie dolls to play.
Haha..I'm still childish.
I comb their hair one by one, dressed them up with fancy dresses and helped them tied up their beautiful hair, finally let them wore a pair of beautiful high heels.
Yes, I'm a girl who like to live like a barbie.
Become a barbie, sometimes is better than become a human.
I don't like to face this world which everyone play a secret role in their heart but act differently in physical.
This is tired when you have to face this kind of people almost everyday in one's day life.
However, become a barbie doll is lot more easier and happy if they have a nice owner.
Am I right? I will never get any answer from here, I know.
I'm just asking myself why human must have two sites?
Evil or Good?
Demon or Angel?
You decide......

I hate cockroach!! I hate lizard!! I hate mosquitoes!!

Yesterday, after I washed the dishes and hang them to dry off, suddenly a small half-black lizard crawl in front of my hand.
At first I didn't notice its appearance because I did not switch on the light.
Of course, my first reaction is scream. However, my voice did not follow my instruction, my screaming voice is very small.
I hate you, stupid lizard!!


Yesterday midnight, I can't felt asleep because I can feel that something is touching my leg and it's hurt, it feels like something sharp as needle is touching my skin.
Is because is sleeping time, my surrounding was dark as I didn't switch on the light.
I want to sleep, so I was lazy to switch on the light to check what is biting me, is it a mosquito?
For the whole night, I couldn't sleep because I think something is crawling all over my body!
What is that? Please, I want to sleep, tomorrow still need to wake up earlier!
Finally, I feel something is on my face. At first I just swept it away, then it drop to my hand.
With the small light help, I saw something like the size of our finger nail, which is black crawling up and down on my arm!!!
Ahhhhh!!! I quickly jumped up and switch on the light!
There's a cockroach on my bed?!!!
I want to kill it!
However, when I grap the bottle ready to kill it, it just disappear.  
And then, I just couldn't felt asleep anymore. I moved my pillow to another room to sleep.


When I was ready to sleep again, that stupid and annoying mosquitoes flying around. Looks like they want to show me how good they can fly! OH, STUPID!!
So, I just remain awake until now!
I hate you, lizard! cockroach!! mosquitoes!!!

That's so Sweet in here..

Nothing will ever better than this dream! =)
Guess what? I get to meet Justin Bieber again in my dreamland!
This time, he talks to me a lot!
Awww~Will I ever have him in my dream again?
That is just so sweet!
I don't even know how am I going to describe it.
The story goes like this:
     I was in a vacation with my family. I don't remember much when I was on the bus. But I was clearly remember before I need to go back to my home, I please my family to let me see Justin for the one last moment. When they agreed, I quickly rush to meet him. Before I saw him, I heard a sexy voice:" Hey, baby, I'm over here!" When I looked to the way which the sounds was coming, I saw Justin Bieber - sitting in his sport car which is white in colour! So great! Then, I ask him can he give me a hug before I leave, he said:" yes, of course! But you have to come over here." (it means infront of him) wow! Smile! Smile! Smile! And for sure I get to hug him. One more thing is that I also kissed him on his face and look deep into his eyes! Aww~His eyes is blinking! The next thing I did is probably the bravest things I have ever done in my life - I kissed him on his sexy lips! Ahhh~!! However, I ran away after that. So I don't get to see his expressions. Anyway, it still amazing and really feels like real. Maybe someday my dream will really come true. hahaha...
And that's it, the end of my dream is I was awake after I ran away.
Justin Bieber, I love you~

I cannot believe this is happening...

OMG!! I really cannot believe this is actually happening in my life!
I just have a chat with Jasmine V!!
She is very kind and she did gave me a big support!^^
From our conversation, I actually believe she does not date with Justin Bieber last time.
I know Justin kiss her before, but this is not weird!
They are teenagers, they need love~
And for Selena Gomez, she is not Justin's girlfriend too.
Justin said she's just his best friends and Selena did mentioned before that Justin is just like her brother.
One more thing, super star usually don't chat with people, so she is really kind enough..
However, when I told my mom I was chatting with Jasmine just now, I get scolded because my mom thinks that chatting with friends o facebook in dangerous.
That is because she thinks that Jasmine is the fake one..
My mom and dad sometimes is overprotective.
Nevermind, next time if I have chance to chat with her again, I swear I would tell my mom and get scolded by her.
If I did, I admit I'm stupid!
Conclusion is I'm very happy today^^

The Dream tells me...

Recently I have some weird dreams!
And today I have a few more crazy and weird dreams.
I can't sleep tight last night, and I don't know why.
But I still remember some part of my crazy dreams.
The first dream tells me:
I am a girl who is always full of unexpected imaginations.
The second dream tells me:
I am a crazy teenager that always dreamed of something that is weird, crazy and supernatural!
All of my dreams sound really really abnormal.
At the same times, it also shown that I've never stop thinking ever though I'm sleeping.
That's a bad thing because I will never have time to rest.
Some people become crazy is because they didn't get to sleep tight and always have nightmares almost every night or whenever they slept!
Lastly, I think I was somehow crazy for Justin Bieber because I dreamed of a song that I've never heard before, it entitled as LET'S HAVE FUN..
The melody is incredible and I love it so much.
But what I curious about is why am I have this song in my dream?
So I switch on the computer and check this song via internet.
The result is none!
At the same time, I accidentally saw a song name BORN TO BE SOMEBODY,by Justin Bieber!
For sure I view that song on youtube.
And you know what? The melody of this song is the same as the melody of the song in my dream! 
Is just the name of the song is different.
So I figured out something:
My dreams sometimes did tell me something I will see or experience!
Maybe the name of song in my dream- LET'S HAVE FUN is want me to enjoy this song and have fun when listen it...
The dreams did tell me something..OMG!!!

姑娘生来爱唱歌

“姑娘生来爱唱歌，一唱就是一大摞哟～”
哈哈......
好开心啊！
初三下午，表姐带着我们这群‘废废的’的表妹们一同前往K-BOX karaoke，唱歌！
我们点了好多首歌来唱。
一唱就是三小时！好满足哦～
不用说，Justin Bieber 的歌我全都唱完了！哈哈......
在这三小时里，我还唱了Super Junior, Beast, Shinee, SS501 的歌！
哇！不得了啦！
我都唱到情不自禁的喝起香槟来，这是第一次我‘碰’酒哦！哈哈...
没有比唱歌更吸引我的东西了！
真是尽兴啊！

魔界梦境

我想我疯了！
今早我模模糊糊中来到了梦境，这是一个魔法梦境。
我来到了一个城堡。
城堡里的画面有点像美女与野兽的那个城堡。
城堡里只有我一个人，好恐怖！
接着，我走进了一间房，迷迷糊糊中听见有人跟我说：“恶魔就在你身边，小心！”
那声音就不见了。
我不以为然，突然脑海里就出现了一个恶魔的身影！
吓死我了！
他好恐怖！！我记得我有大喊乱叫！
之后，我又来到另外一个地方。
那是我的房间。
奇怪！明明这里是城堡，为什么会有我的房间？
憋开这个问题，我坐在我自己的床上。
突然间，有另外一个我不认识的人也跟着坐上去。
她是女的。可我不曾见过她。
就在这一瞬见，我的面前出现了一面魔镜！
天啊！怎么好像是那面从白雪公主故事里出现的那面魔镜？
魔镜告诉我说：“如果你想打倒你身边的恶魔，就必须找到睡美人故事里的那个巫婆，她还没死。”
接着，我便去到另一个地方，看见了一只乌鸦！
我的天啊！那只不是睡美人故事里的那个巫婆养的乌鸦吗？
看样子我想我很快就可以打败我身旁的恶魔了！
太好了！......
......
......
一阵开门声，我张开了双眼！
原来这只是一场梦。
睡醒的那瞬间，我的心跳跳的很快、很快！
这是我第一次梦到的梦境。
我会打倒我身旁的恶魔吗？
睡美人故事里的那个巫婆真的还没死吗？
一切看似很真，但谜底到底是什么？
魔界的世界，总是让人摸不透！
谜底又会不会再次出现在我梦中呢？
我不知道。
我只知道，这次的梦并不简单！

烦恼！

我要烦的东西真的真的很多！
多到我很头痛！
昨天一整天就是如此！
因为头痛，所以我本想躺在床上休息一下。
但我不能！
所以只好起来帮忙做饼干咯。
昨天，我也刚好收到一封信。
那是一封学院寄来的信。
我不知道我到底要专读什么科系，我真的毫无头绪。
我的未来对我很重要！
因为‘钱’途啊！
还有就是我不管做什么都是平平无奇，个方位都很平均，没有专长！
这样的我真的很头痛！
我要的到底要的是什么？
父母对我的期待，我知道他们对我的期待比姐姐高。
毕竟我每次的考试都比她来得好一点。
我只有十七岁而已。
为什么我就不能过一点平凡的日子？
家里没钱，并不是父母的错！这我知道！
但我最恨的是我们之所以会没钱并不是我们浪费，而是我爸爸必须养两个家！
我的家庭里只有我爸爸在工作，虽然薪水不多，但我们依然活得自在。
现在呢？经济已不景气，我爸爸还必须缴两个家庭的水电费！而另一家的却不是我们花的水电费！
气死人了！
为什么他们要花钱买这个那个我爸爸就必须付钱？
而新年的时候公公却只会嫌我爸爸赚的钱比其他兄弟姐妹少！
他有没有想过，我爸爸每个月帮他付的钱、买的家用算起来比其他兄弟姐妹一年只给一次的钱多了多少？！
为什么他只看到眼前的而看不到背后的？
为什么？！！！
我很爱我的家人，所以我立志一定要赚很多很多的钱让我的父母有好日子过！
但是现在这又是什么情况？！
我已经开始受不了了！
当然，我不会去自杀！那是多么愚蠢的行为！
我希望的只是一家人不用再为钱而烦。
老天，你连这种小小的心愿也不能帮我完成吗？

星期六那晚！

星期六那晚，我们三个人一起到外面去用餐。
虽然餐点很贵，但是我真的很开心！
这一天可以说是我在2011年里最开心的一天。=）
跟你，恺桦，我们虽不是第一次出门，但这一天是你第一次载我出门。
坐在你的车上，我觉得的很放心，即使你在山路上驾驶。
而跟他，WICKY, 我们这是第一次出门见面。
说起来，其实我跟他并不熟，我们只见过三次面罢了。
第一次是在辩论营时见的，第二次则是在槟州华人大会堂上见面的。
而这就是第三次了。
我最怀念的是当我们都笑到肚子疼得不得了，快要窒息的时光！哈哈～
那画面说有多好笑就有多好笑！
忘不了啊！哈哈～
好可惜我们没拍照留念。
不过这么独一无二的回忆，想忘都忘不掉的。
谢谢你们给我的美好回忆。
我中文不好，用词也不恰当，但是我可以很肯定的告诉你们：“我这辈子最高兴的事，就是认识了你们！”

I lose my appetite

I'm not trying to slim myself but I lose my appetite recently.
I think this is a very serious matter because I keep eating less than halg bowl of rice once a day.
Gosh! When did I become like that?
You know what?! Is been more than 24 hours already and I doesn't feel hungry!
Perhaps is because I'm really feeling down on these few days.
Oh man! I'm abnormal already!
I'm crazy! 
Maybe I'll die young due to this problem.
Haiz.. 

My lovely hair

Yesterday, I went for hair treatment.
Well today, I have a lovely hair!
Gosh! Is like Justin Bieber's hair!
I love my hair so much...
Dear my hair,
          Nice to meet you, my hair! You know I always wanted you to be this way!
Aww~and now, you did it! you're just lovely and I promise you that you would be my precious thing right now!
                                                                                                                                Yours Master, 
                                                                                                                                   Janeliese
hahahahahaha......

My Tortoise Life

Everybody knows tortoise 'walks' really slow.
However life is the opposite of the tortoise life.
My life is been full-speed ahead and I wish it all just slow down.
I hope I have a tortoise life.
In my tortoise life, everything will be going like as I wish for.
Is not slow but smooth.
I wish everything going fine and simple.
My tortoise life.

My 'Dream' Come True!!

wow! This is really unexpected! I just dream of Justin Bieber yesterday and today I got the news that he will come to Malaysia on 21th of April!! yeah! I can't stop smiling! The only thing I can do now is keep smiling and smiling! hahaha....
Never felt like this before! If I buy the ticket to his concert, this would be my first time to attend to a concert!
One more thing is I'm going to buy the most expensive ticket for the VIP seat!!!!
Just thinking of it already feel so full and oh my gosh!!
I don't know how to describe my feeling now!
God, thank you so much to give me this magnificient chance to watch Justin Bieber live in KL!! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
Finally I've got a wish come true!

Justin Bieber I love you!
Yes!!

New Year, New Hope!

This is the 3rd day of 2011! Some people start schooling tomorrow, but I'm still sitting at home decide what I want to be in future!
So, I had made my decision-I want to be a wedding planner and if possible, I will take part in acting (act the sounds of cartoon)!
Isn't this is wonderful if you already make up your mind and never say never on what you have chosen?
For me,yes!
New Year, New Hope! I hope I can be what I want to be, I hope Justin Bieber knows my appearance, I hope I will win in all contests about Justin Bieber, I hope I will get good result in SPM, I hope my family members are all in the pink of health forever, and I hope everyone smile!!
This year missions:
1. When you smile, I smile...
2. Never say never.
3. Find somebody to love, the favourite choise of course is Justin Bieber!
4. Lucky when I'm signing in any contest!
5. I love everybody!